I have a ton of exciting stuff to blog about when I get the chance to catch up and I shouldn't have taken the time to write this post but, I needed a quick therapy session.
As I tucked Trevor in bed tonight, he looked up at me and said Good night Momma. THEN he said in his sweetest most tender little voice, "I didn't even get to sit on your lap today Momma." UGH! My heart broke. I know it was only one day but, to him being held is obviously important. What was I doing you ask that was more important than holding my son? Guess. Yep all the chores that a Mom must do. We are getting ready for our vacation and that means it's busy, busy around here.
I struggle with keeping balance. I want a perfectly clean home all the time, etc... etc...As I was working today and Lauren was also fussing to be held one of my favorite verses came to mind. Cleaning and scrubbing can wait til' tomorrow for babies grow up much to our sorrow. So quiet down cob-webs and dust go to sleep I'm rockin' my baby cause' babies don't keep. Tomorrow is another day, and if you show up to messes then you know what I was doing.
Trevor I'm so sorry. I love you more than you will ever know. xoxo Mommy
